Article By
KAYSOON KHOO
Whenever
you wish to implant something in your mind, you must use the POSITIVE
approach. Say “I
am free of anger” instead of “I
am NO longer angry.” The “no”
is a negation. Your mind wants an affirmation, a firm assertion that
something is SO. If you give it a “no”,
or tell it that something is NOT so, it will latch on to that idea
and come up with no response or something entirely negative.
Of
course the healthiest and the best thing you can do for yourself
would be to forgive that wrong done you. Don’t laugh. It’s not
impossible. If it were, those great teachers who have come and gone,
those giants among men, would not have advocated forgiveness.
Depending on the circumstances and upon how magnanimous you can bring
yourself to be, you can direct your thinking into two channels if you
wish to try forgiveness.
First,
try to recall whatever good about that person which you personally
know for a fact, or which you might have heard about from another
quarter. If that doesn’t work, be glad that you’ve never done
another the injustice that he did to you. Consider how easy it is to
err. Forgiveness gives you a chance to prove to yourself how big you
are. “To
err is human, to forgive divine” is NOT a trite expression, even in
this cynincal age. Reflect on this because it’ll help.
But
before you even begin to attempt forgiveness, you have to cleanse
yourself of that animosity you feel, that negative emotion which
darkens both your mood and your life. Unless you first rid yourself
of that poison, don’t even bother to try the path of forgiveness.
It’ll never work. You’re trying to treat a sore by applying
medication to it without first removing the scab.
That
little formula you were told to recite to rid yourself of your
animosity is self-talk that works for you. Some call it
auto-suggestion. Your mind is your mental computer. The data you
feed into it is displayed on the monitor of your emotions. If you
really care for your mental and emotional well-being, you’ll watch
out for the kind of data you key in.
The
above is only one instance of how you can make your self-interest
serve you. You can resort to the same method each time you face a
situation which calls for a turnabout of your emotional reaction to
that situation. Do it every time you are swamped by an emotion that
upsets your mental equilibrium. Don’t let an enervating or
corrosive emotion work havoc within you. Your emotions colour your
moods, your days, and ultimately, your life. You want the canvas of
your life to show a painting that lifts the spirits, not a
reproduction of Dante’s Hell.
Controlling
and manipulating your emotional response is not the only way you can
make your self-interest serve your needs. Next time you want to try
kicking a bad habit or acquiring a useful one, try thinking about how
much you love yourself. The same goes when you try to undertake
something which requires a lot of effort, patience and perserverence.
If you ever feel like throwing in the towel, think WHO will
ultimately benefit if you keep on at it until you succeed. Even if
you’re not doing it for yourself but for your loved ones or your
dependants or friends, the word “YOUR”
keeps flashing before your eyes.
Don’t
knock this human attachment to the self and don’t feel guily about
it. If this constitutes sin, there won’t be a hell big enough to
accommodate all the eligible candidates. If you can’t rise to the
level of detachment from the self, be happy and comfortable with the
love of self as long as it’s an intrinsic part of you. Just let it
work FOR you, and not AGAINST you.
Actually,
letting self-interest motivate you is what you do all the time.
Self-interest is the ignition that sets the human engine in motion.
When we were in a lower stage of evolution and not much more advanced
than the other animals, our sense of self-preservation goaded us on
to hunt for food, seek shelter from the elements, and fight for our
territorial rights. When our minds evolved and acquired intelligence,
that sense of self-preservation also underwent a change. It was no
longer content with necessities for survival. It developed the desire
for acquisition of knowledge and material things. It learned to yearn
for power and authority. It became the drive and the push in
practically every human endeavour.
All
along you’ve been letting self-interest motivate you instinctively,
without thinking about it. Now that you’re using it consciously,
you strengthen that motivation. All right, you’re increasing the
stature of that Number One Persona. Sure, you’re enhancing your
love of self. Why shouldn’t you? If the method you use serves you,
and no one is hurt or put to loss, more power to you! Give that
Number One Persona as much importance as you feel he deserves.
Granted,
using self-interest as a driving force towards self-improvement is
not the ideal method. When a person seeks to improve himself, it
should be through a spontaneous urge and a genuine wish to evolve
into a happier and more productive person who can do more for himself
and others. But when neither the urge nor the wish is strong enough,
an alternative goad should be found. Otherwise that person stays
precisely what he is, or he deteriorates. Take the example of the
eradication of hatred. That emotion must not be allowed to fester. It
must be removed from your breast, whatever it takes. If you cannot do
it through bigness of heart, then do it because of love of self. If
the ideal motivation does not spur you, let the next best one do the
job.